
#so a little analysis #sam was traumatized by plucky’s when he was a kid #because dean ditched him there #basically the only thing those clowns represent to him is dean being gone and not wanting to spend time with him #dean started apologizing in the final scene #and he took it seriously - told sam to shut up when he tried to joke about it #and he knew he was pretty much the sole reason that sam has these issues #and sam told him that no; fighting the clowns was therapeutics #’what else could they possibly do to me’ - implying he isn’t scared anymore #and yet when they drive away at the end he threw the doll under the wheels of the car #so basically he is really still not ok he just didn’t want dean to beat himself up over it #when did this show turn into them comforting each other every chance they get #why #why do i keep watching something that keeps ripping out my heart #spitting on it #throwing it in a fire #dousing it in mama’s strongest vodka #and then juggling with it #why
Because Sam will never stop being afraid that Dean will leave him. Never.
please die
(Source: hesmybrother)